My Masochism

Sometimes it seems so futile to trust in you
Like a pacifier for the needs of a crying world
Every time I reach out and grasp to hope
Whatever was there slips through my fingers

Chorus
This is my Masochism

Sometimes it seems like you've forgotten
The promises that you made again and again
Have I done something to turn you away
at times i feel you don't really care at all.

Chorus
This is my Masochism
This is my Masochism
Though you slay me
I will trust in you ---